This will be the last post I write on here. Due to safety and security reasons, I’m going to have to delete this Tumblr account.
I am creating a new account in a month or so but I won’t be able to link it to any of you (apart from people I follow whom I know in person). This decision is heart breaking but if you knew the situation you would understand. I saved a list of all of you and will follow you on the new account.
You are all brilliant.
So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and its purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide.
Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend, even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respect to all people and grovel to none.
When you arise in the morning give thanks for the food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies only in yourself. Abuse no one and no thing, for abuse turns the wise ones to fools and robs the spirit of its vision.
When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song and die like a hero going home.
"I am the happiest girl. The pills I’m taking are working and I no longer feel so alone despite being alone as I’m writing this. Mind is buzzing with ideas and things I want to change. More risks, more chances, more opportunities.
For those of you who feel like you’re close to giving up or feel as if you have no hope left - push through. It’s difficult now but it does get easier. Get help, speak to someone, don’t force yourself to go through this alone. Life is tough but YOU are tougher. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. It is going to get better. Things are going to look up. This is not the end.
Plans for this month
It is going to be so good.
